A little better

I am feeling slightly better today. I probably shouldn't be going to school, but hubby bought lots of narcotics yesterday at Rite Aid so I am just going to take lots of those and go. I just feel so foolish for missing my first days, I'd rather tough it out in the back of the classroom than miss another day.

I actually had a nice day with Nate. We slept a lot, but we also watched a lot of old movies that we own. It was nice to just be alone with him and not have somewhere to rush off to. He asked me a question that is kind of stuck in my mind. "Mom, do you ever ask God for signs?" I wonder what he is up to? He is so different from Katie in that he is quite secretive and even with my prompting will not reveal things that he doesn't want me to know. This is one of those things because when I asked him why, he gave a vague response.

I am going to go do some resistance training. I am supposed to run for 40 minutes this morning, but I just don't have it in me to run. I don't have it in me to get dressed and go to school either, but off I go to do that, too.